''these lasting dreams''
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These Lasting Dreams
for:
Grandpop
My dreams I cant let them go
,...-gripping fists-,...-closed empty-
'THA THINGs THAT EVADED'replaced by
,...-tears- scorchin cheeks
-apon tha ground they fall- land and
-there roses grow-
thoe i noe through
-strength- things full-filled
I still savor
-sweet failure- a
-gloomy delight- of biting tha dust
has me
-heathly- a balanced diet of
-discontentment-
an although tha weight of tha pain i try to maintain
-persuasive attempts- to''walk it off''like an athletic sprain
-persistently failed- so now i unveil a -generous smile-
to hide an empty shell -yerning to be filled-
filled,...to tha very limits my body can hold
till tha contents leak out an trickle down engulfing
-mind-,-body-,an -soul- splashing me with tha unambiguous feeling
of
-completion- though
-i still feel empty for reasons-
reasons,...that most normal people wouldnt understand
is it -normal?- to dream of being on stage?
rather than tha ones in tha stands?
-seemingly out of reach- i cried an died a million times
thinking of all tha other opportunitys -I let slip by-
and
-hindsight- is a mother fucka allowing u to view your mistakes
with an
-eagle eye-
but i see now my mistake wasnt reaching for tha
-stars-
but setting my
-dreams to high- or may-be tha truth lies -in me-
knowing that i
-allways settled-,...for outcomes of circumstances
i knew -wasnt tha best- a fact of a matter that will
-haunt me-
till tha day i rest,..till my physical form is gone,
till tha slow decay of bones an spleen,...
my name will live on,...in my -lasting dreams-
C/T